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[Monday
August 1st, 2005 @ 1:05am] |
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Whoa...Juss got bac from tha beach 2 day I was there all Week an it was weird cause JC was there tha same time i was but it was pretty kool cause we got 2hang out most of that time =) I got a Tatoo of a black playboi bunni on mii lower back..an i got mii belly button pierced..LoL..FuN FuN~!~Haha I dyed mii haird a really dark Brown 2 I really like it an so does everyone else luckily..lol..mii bday is comin up on tha 4th an i cant wait!!...I'm goin 2 Georgia on mii bday to for mii cuzin GW's National Guard Graduation..I've been fixin mii car up pretty good...i'm gettin playboi bunni seat covers, blue lights on tha front, an blue tire lights so mii tires will light up how hot is that?..lol..an either a pink playboi bunni on tha hood of tha car or a pink butterfly since i like them 2...yep...can't wait til its done..hehe..well i'mma go leave some lovin...
~*...Hetta...*~
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| *..Oh Mii..* |
[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005 @ 12:11pm] |
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oh mii haha...i aint updated in such a long time..haha..theres a lot of stuff i could write about but i dont even kno where 2 start..LoL..rite now i'm waitin on mii aunt an cuzins 2 come down from FLoridA b/c mii gpa died (mii mom's dad) tha other day an they are comin down 4 tha funeral. Doodle got me an mii mom some Roses. He brought hers 2 tha house an brought mine 2 mii work..I was like AwWw..LoL..it was soo sweet..hehe..I dunno if me an him will date or not really..but he is awesome 2 hang out with..Tabby is suppose 2 be comin down sometime soon to stay for like a week..I miss her she is mii bestfriend til tha end..LoL..well I g2g leave me some lovin...
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| *..Incomplete..* |
[Sunday
May 1st, 2005 @ 2:47pm] |
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WhOaH...I aint updated in such a looong time lol..i've still been stayin with mii gma an tryin 2 keep it ReAl...its soo hard with out mii gpa an Kady...i've been tryin not 2 think about it but it still kills me soo much...i cried so much last nite i was screamin soo loud mii gma almost had a dern heart attack...i didnt mean 2 upset her but i juss HAD to let it all out...if ne one wants 2 call me @ mii gmas mii number is 862-1509 since i prolly wont be home hardly ne...well im gonna go cause im goin bac 2 mii gmas leave some lovin....hit me up dudes im single now haha...(inside joke with jess rite gurl? lol lulas)
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| **I'm Changin....in ways u may not like** |
[Saturday
April 9th, 2005 @ 11:36pm] |
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Boi i aint updated this in a while haha...i've been stayin with mii gma for a while since she would be alone if i wasnt there since mii papaw passed away...i cried a lot 2day cause i went out 2 mii car...that i got from him...an i juss bawled...im never gonna get over it...i stayed with amanda friday nite...i've been soo freakin upset an depressed this week i juss couldnt handle it so amanda cheered me up some an me an her drank a lil sum, sum..haha..an i dont care who dont like it they can juss kiss it cause it relieved a lot of pain i had so i was happy so fuck everyone else kno wat im sayin?...me an amanda went up 2 mii cuzin GW's house tha other day after skool 2 get some ciggs. an shit ya kno...it was pretty kool...Shawn is tryin 2 help me get a Job @ Hardee's with him..lol..he's an awesome dude if u get 2 talk 2 him haha i kno someone that likes him lol but ne ways....dayum....i've had such a fucked up additude....me an Bre got into it in skool on Friday it went from tha cafe. all tha way down tha hall to tha guidence office..haha..but its all good now....shawn was laughin @ us....i think he wanted 2 see a fite..haha..i went 2 Krogers 2 day...found out somethin im pissed @ an prolly shouldnt of...an got asked out hahaha Jess was like damn u aint been inside for 5 mins. an u got 2 dudes askin u out...lmao...Derrick met us there with his cuz. Billy Jess wanted 2 see him....their crAzEE..haha..I'm tryin 2 get mii car fixed so i can go ne where i wanna but it mite take a while..blah..Freakin BMW's are so high on their parts it takes 4 ever 4 them 2 come in cause they get shipped from like Germany or some shit..hah..i needa get miiself a job this shit whole dont got nuttin..lol..but oh well i will soon i guess..i've been chillen wit some new peeps an not wantin 2 talk 2 some of mii other friends but its all good cause i got some pretty damn GOOD reasons why i shouldnt 2...an they'll SOON find out wat they are..haha..but oh well imma BoUnCe...leave it...L8ER...
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| ***The Day YOU Slipped AwaY*** =( |
[Wednesday
March 30th, 2005 @ 1:53am] |
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Avril L.- *Slipped Away* |
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March 4 me is soooo CURSED.....2day around 5pm mii Gpa passed away sooo FAST it was UNREAL...i cant even explain wat im feelin rite now an im not goin 2 either...i've done lost mii bestfriend KaDy gurl...about 3 weeks ago an now i loose one of the most important person in mii life...he was ALWAyS!!! an i mean ALWAyS!!! there 4 me....it always comes in 3's so im wonderin whos gonna die next in mii family...2nite was the first nite i've ever seen mii 2 cuzins Josh an GW cry as much as they did...an all of tha rest of mii family....it was unbareable....his funeral will be this Friday @ 2pm thats wat the fam. has decided on rite now @ least it mite change....i am NOT goin 2 skool thurs. or friday ne ways so it dont even matter...i hate skool ne ways so im fine without even goin now...I cannot believe i lost him....its NOT fair....mii life is a fucken HELL WHOLE....every1 i care about sooo much an love always leaves me....so im gonna stop loving so i wont get hurt ne more....im gonna leave mii friends alone an maybe juss be by miiself for a while w/o ne one in mii life or nothin....i dunno....i mite update later rite now im still in shock that he is gone....so juss leave it if u wanna....
*..For you PaPaW..*
"Slipped Away"
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
Na na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo...
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...
Na na, na na na, na na
...I miss you... =*(
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| *..*Why Did Mii Babi Gurl Have 2 Go?*..* =( |
[Thursday
March 17th, 2005 @ 6:57pm] |
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Usher- *Dot Com* |
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..UgH..MaN IvE bEeN sooo UpSeT this week... :*( I miss mii lil babi KaDy gurl...i found out some new shit that happened 2 her....when tha dogs attacked her....they ripped off her whole stomach an bit her HEART!!!! Mii mother wouldnt even tell me that...i had 2 BEG mii sis 2 tell me no1 will ever tell me ne thing b/c im always gettin upset even when someone mentions *KaDy'S NaMe* =( everytime i talk about her I CRY everytime...i'm not ever gonna be tha same....i've been soo depressed especially @ stupid SKOOL! Cause i kno thats where i WAS when she got KILLED...skool totally juss got in MII WAY that day...2marrow will be exactly 1 week of her DEATH...an im gonna CRY soo much...mii dad comes home 2marrow with her Ashes since we got her creamated....an he sayd i could keep her in mii room if i wanted 2...which I DEFF. DO!!!!! I never wanna go ne where or talk 2 ne one much ne more...i like stayin 2 miiself most of tha time cause i feel like i shouldnt be happy knowin she wasnt with tha terrible way she had 2 die...:://TeaRs//::...We get 2 go 2 court on tha 31st. hahaha....i cant wait....those dogs an Mathew got another thang comin...an if tha judge dont make it 2 where he has 2 put his dogs down then mii dadz gonna beat his fucken ass 2...ahahaha...I think im loosin it even more...i'm a lot weirder now...Jess is tryin 2 help me some an everyone else but its not workin i think i juss needa be left alone...mii mom an dad are havin a hell of a time 2...an mii mom was the only one who seen EVERYTHING from them attacking her 2 her VERY LAST BREATH!!!!! =*( i've lost mii bestfriend 4 ever...tha sayin WAS rite...**Dogs ARE man's bestfriend** {not sayin that i am a man...haha} mii 'rents washed all of tha blood off that was everywhere now theres nothin left but pics. an soon 2 be her ashes when i get'em....mii rents are lucky that i wasnt there 2 see wat happened 2 mii babi gurl or i would of deff. swallowed a whole bottle of shit...without thinkin about shyt...i would of now but im all out..haha.. 2 bad aint it...haha...rite bre?..lol..well im gonna go...dont got nothin else 2 say...leave it... =(
This is from mii boi Moe...thank u soo much hun luv you tons!!! This really made me cry..lol..
RyDeOrDiEbOy1407: i just wunted to tell you im really sorry about your dog and i hope everything gets a lot better for you and things change but in the mean time keep your head up, i kno this is hard but dont give up, and i wont let u, if you need to talk im always here to listen, if u need anything just tell me and ill do the best i can to make u feel better about all this,,but im out im going to bed,,ill pray for you tonight hun,,stay strong i luv you,,,,dont lose faith,,,sweetdreamz
Thanks hun...ur soo sweet...ur a great friend... =)
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| *..Mii Babi Gurl's Gone 4 EVER!!!!!!!!!!!..* =( |
[Sunday
March 13th, 2005 @ 6:00pm] |
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Mii hearts soo empty....its like im not even here ne more...i'll never be tha same EVER...this friday when i was @ Track Practice rite after Amanda's mom came an got me an told me that mii dog *KaDy* had gotten killed by 2 pitbulls of our neighbors in our own fucken yard!!!!!!!!!RITE THEN AN THERE i fucken FLIPPED OUT i screamed an cried sooo loud peeps came runnin out an Hollie hugged me an started cryin 2 an Amanda cried i was like fucken gone i couldnt even understand wat everyone was sayin i was juss fucken GONE...on tha way home we went past mii g'rents house b/c we saw mii dad outside an when he came up 2 tha car...he even broke down cryin an then i screamed even louder an i NEVER see mii dad cry EVER!!!! Amanda's 'rents were soo upset 2 tryin 2 cheer me an mii dad up....well her 'rents took me home in their car an mii dad had gotten there b4 we did well rite when i got there i ran out tha car onto tha porch an rite when i got on it i happened 2 look down an saw BLOOD EVERY FUCKEN WHERE!!!!!! ALL over tha WHOLE PLACE!!! an i saw mii babi gurls paw prints from one side of tha house all tha way 2 tha back side on tha porch an when i got 2 the bac of tha house i started SCREAMIN i saw mii dad an tha rest of mii family sittin down beside mii Kady babi...they had her wrapped up in mii Fav. blanket that ive had ever since i was 6 years old...they wouldnt even let me see her she was soo messed up i fucken broke down cryin...mii mom ran over an hugged me an she was all bawlin soo bad an i tried 2 run over 2 mii babi gurl an mii mom held me bac an would NOT let me see her i fucken screamed soo loud an didnt stop for like 20 mins i was soo fucken upset ive never cussed that much in front of mii mom EVER!!!!but i totally LOST it i turned around 2 run over 2 tha neighbors an i went 2 go grab a gun but mii fucken mom stopped me i was gonna *ROCK THEIR WORLD!!!!!* AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!.....I think i've done lost a part of me 4 ever even tho she was *juss a dog* she was mii babi i've had her for fucken 10 YEARS!!!!! an I aint NEVER been that upset in mii WHOLE life...an that morn. b4 skool i went outside 2 catch tha bus an i remember lookin down @ her rite when i went out tha door an seein her look up @ me like *im gonna miss u...please give me a kiss*...so i kissed her on tha head an told her i loved her like 10 times lol...an that was tha LAST time ill EVER an i mean EVER see her alive again!!!!! im cryin soo much rite now...im gonna end up breakin down 2marrow @ skool...im not gonna be able 2 take it i already kno but oh well..AHS can kiss mii ass cause *I DoNt CaRe* haha....an now all of this is gonna be in tha paper...so watch out 4 it...an mii dad is suein tha dude....an gonna kill those dogs...or maybe I FUCKEN WILL!!!! NE ways im goin im WAY 2 upset...leave it...////::Cries mii heart out:://// =(
~*~IN LOVING MEMORY OF MII DOG KADY~*~
)= *..3/11/05..* =(
nO FaReWeLLs WeRe SpOkEn
nO TiMe 2 SaY GooDByE
U WeRe gOnE b4 i KnEw iT
OnLy GoD KnOS WhY
mY HeArT StiLL AcHeS iN SaDnEsS
SeCrEt TeArS WiLL fLow
What iT MeAnT 4 Me 2 LOoSe u
ThAt i'LL NeVa KnO
i cant stop thinkin about you
i cant stop thinkin about how
my hearts empty without you
my dreams will never come
true without you....
*i dont think that you know,
how much im going thru,
i dont think that you kno,
how much i really -love u-
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| YaY~!~ I Got Mii License!!!!! =) |
[Sunday
March 6th, 2005 @ 10:22pm] |
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I FINALLY GOT MII LICENSE Yesterday~!~ WhOOp~WhOOp~!~ ahaha....I'm soo GLAD now i can go ne where on mii own....YES....lol....oh man I've been Sooooo Sore from Track Practice I started like Thursday...but oh well I'll get more used 2 it i guess..lol..I went over 2 mii babi's house last nite an it was *Fun*...haha...I miss him soooo much i dont get 2 see him as much with him workin an me doin track now but since i got mii license i can juss go see'em whenever he wants me 2..lol..this weekend comin up I'm gonna go bac 2 Verona an visit some of mii old friends i still got up there i miss them ALL sooooo MUCH i cant wait 2 see'em hehe...well im gonna go...leave me some lovin....
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| WaTs Up WiTh Me???? |
[Tuesday
March 1st, 2005 @ 10:44pm] |
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Here I go CrYinG AGAIN....ugh the only best thing about mii weekend was goin to Ambz party, seein JC {for like 2 hours..ugh..}, an then that WinterJam Concert sunday nite...I had so much fun then this week has SUCKED...I dont know WTFs been up with me but i HATE it...ive been soo bitchy an cryin soo much an juss feelin like i wanna goo sooooo FAR away...an i dunno why...aLL mii friends have been tryin 2 *cheer* me up an its not workin...last nite me an JC talked for like hours about wat was so wrong with me an he tried 2 get me 2 listen 2 him an cheer up but it didnt work that much =( I used 2 be soo happy an now i am juss soo DoWn an i cant get bac up higher...but mii friends have been helpin more tho thanks 2 them...Bre's been depressed a lot 2 i guess ive been gettin it 2...some things that i had been up 2 tha past couple of months have been comin out...an some peeps aint happy about it an JC juss found out wat it was an Linz already knew an so did Bre even tho Bre was with me about it...Kevins been tryin 2 help me soo much i thank him 2 for bein there he's a great friend an i miss him 2....well im gonna go leave me some if u want...
<3 Hedda
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| AHHH...I'M LOVIN IT!!...{LOL} =) |
[Saturday
February 26th, 2005 @ 2:12pm] |
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ohmiigosh!!! I LOVE mii new Brit. layout Ambz made it 4 me thanks gurl!!....Brit. is mii all time fav. chic if ne one couldnt tell lol...well 2day i got a pretty busy day ive calmed a lot down from yesterday if u didnt notice..haha..around 6 im goin 2 go get *JC* an we're goin 2 Ambz *18th* Bday partaY!! *Hell 2 tha YeAhZ!*..lol..we gonna ParTaY, ParTaY!!..haha..I miss mii babi sooooooo much rite now he's @ work an dont get off til like 5:30...ugh..I Love him sooooo damn much he's all mine~!~..{LoL}..I'll prolly add more 2 this L8eRz after i get bac from Ambz party im sure some funni, crazy, shits gonna go down it -AlWayS- does haha...I love mii gurlies~!~!~!~!~ I'll add more l8er...much lovins~!~
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| ONE FUCKEN PISSED BITCH! |
[Friday
February 25th, 2005 @ 3:53pm] |
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man im sooo fucken pissed rite now...i couldnt get mii license again 2 day i fucken got out of skool early AGAIN 2 day juss 2 go fucken get'em an when i got there they all fucken askin me for some god damn yellow paper that mii fucken drivers ed teacher from FORT was suppose 2 fucken give me which he never fucken did...OMG! i went tha fuck off mii mom had 2 fucken pull mii ass out i was soo god damn pissed when i got out side i screamed soo fucken loud someone came out side an asked if i was ok i juss kept fucken walkin DAMN im sooo pissed no1 ever fucken told me i needed that lil god damn piece of paper an tha dude was suppose 2 send mii info. an records from drivin with him into tha DMV well they checked for it an that MOTHER FUCKER never DID!!!!! god i was sooo pissed i got home called that fucken skool an gave them a piece of mii fucken mind...finally they told mii dad 2 come by an pick it up on monday soo i STILL wont get mii license til like fucken Tues. cause i got TRACK practice on fucken MONDAY...so SCREW that Idea!...ugh i swear...i am sooo mad...mii mom told me i have a HUGE anger problem...an i think i do an i dont even fucken care...if she wants 2 try 2 fix that let her try but i doubt that would ever work....iight im goin....L8ER~!~
Its just one of those days,
Where you don't want to wake up.
Everything is f***ed,
Everybody sucks.
You don't really know why,
But you wanna justify,
Rippin someone's head off.
No human contact,
and if you interact,
your life is on contract.
Your best bet is to stay away m*****f***er,
It's just one of those days
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullsh**,
I think you better quit, let the sh** slip
Or youll be leaving with a fat lip.
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullsh**,
I think you better quit, talking that sh**.
Its just one of those days
Feeling like a freight train.
First one to complain,
Leaves with a bloodstain.
Damn right I'm a maniac,
You better watch your back,
Cause I'm f***ing up your program.
And then your stuck up,
You just lucked up,
Next in line to get f***ed up.
Your best bet is to stay away m*****f***er,
It's just one of those days
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullsh**,
I think you better quit, let the sh** slip
Or youll be leaving with a fat lip.
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullsh**,
I think you better quit, talking that sh**.
Ohh, so come and get it.
I feel like sh**,
My suggestion..is to keep your distance.
Cause right now im dangerous.
We've all felt like sh**,
And been treated like sh**.
All those m*****f***ers,
That wanna step up,
I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw.
I'll skin your ass raw,
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break something tonight
I pack a chainsaw.
I'll skin your ass raw,
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break something tonight
I pack a chainsaw.
I'll skin your ass raw,
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break your f***ing face tonight.
Give me something to break. (x2)
Just give me something to break.
I got your f***ing face.
So come and get it.
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullsh**,
I think you better quit, let the sh** slip
Or youll be leaving with a fat lip.
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullsh**,
I think you better quit, talking that sh**.
Ohh, so come and get it.
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| ..This is how i feel rite now.. |
[Tuesday
February 22nd, 2005 @ 10:58pm] |
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catch me as i fall
say you're here and it's all over now
speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and i fall into myself
this truth drives me into madness
i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die
i'm frightened by what i see
but somehow i know that there's much more to come
immobilized by my fear
and soon to be blinded by tears
i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die
fallen angels at my feet
whispered voices at my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me i fear
she beckons me shall i give in
upon my end shall i begin
forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end
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| *..sOoOo PiSSeD..* |
[Monday
February 21st, 2005 @ 5:39pm] |
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ugh....i got such a freakin headache...Me an Bre are gonna have fun when Tony *gets'em* haha rite chick?....blah...ive been gettin sooo freakin annoyed lately...with this crap with linz an all that junk...she's gettin 2 rapped up in tha online dude she thinks she gonna get somewhere with him how can she when he's in damn Iraq? who knos an i dont even care haha..@ least i could get someone in mii own town tho...haha...mii moods lookin pretty black rite now that mite be mii new fav. color..lol..ya kno some peeps juss dont even have a life.. those are tha peeps i like 2 laugh @ cause they even kno they dont got one an they juss dont care they always go an GOSSIP on an on about stupid shit that no1 cares about...i swear if i hear ne one talk shit on me again imma beat their ass..like someone i kno...which that person already knos if they do it again its ON..haha..an if that person juss happens 2 read this entry an gets mad about it i dont even care cause hey...bitch ya dont gots ta read it..hahaha..an they can juss get over it..juss peeps i juss cant stand..i juss wanna walk up an juss knock tha hell out of them 4 no reason..but i dont wanna be that mean i try 2 be nice @ least..haha..well imma bouce leave it...
<3Hetta
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| *..Lovin mii babi..* =) |
[Thursday
February 17th, 2005 @ 10:51pm] |
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wat a VERY tiring day..haha..I juss got bac from mii babez house had a lot of fun 2 ;) lol well i juss happened 2 come across one of mii EX friends journal entrys from tha other nite...i would of got her ass but luckily im in a really good mood 2nite she best shut tha fuck up tho cause i mite not be in such a great mood next time...she dont even kno ne thing about how i feel or ash an yeah LINZ im talkin about u see i got enuff guts 2 say tha NAME...i aint SCARED 2...yeah ill admit i got some bullshit an so does ash but damn u got more then both of us put 2gether...i dont even feel like sayin everything i gotta say cause i got TONS i wanna say but im 2 tired so im leavin..l8er
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| *..Hope ya had a Happy Valentines Day!..* =) |
[Tuesday
February 15th, 2005 @ 6:29pm] |
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Hope everyone had a great Valentines Day~!~ I sure did..haha..mii babi came over an stayed til like 11:30 i think...i cant remember i was really tired..haha..it was so sweet he got me some *RoSeS* an that new B.Spears perfume *CuRiOuS*...i dont even kno wat made him think 2 get that haha but somehow he knew i guess? lol that stuff smells soo good..lmao..that was prolly tha last nite we are gonna have for a while 2gether since good 'ole *KrOGeRs* is gonna start makin him work even more...blah... :( but oh well we can work somethin out haha...well imma go...leave some lovin...
<3 Hetta
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| *..AwEsoMe NiTe..* |
[Sunday
February 13th, 2005 @ 2:06am] |
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Whoooa...wat an awesome nite...haha...me,linz,ambz,jason,an tyler all went 2 lexington for tha midnite bowlin...damn did we have a great time...even tho i missed mii babi...tha WHOLE time...i wanted him 2 be with me but he had 2 work :*( luckily he's off on Valentines Day..YaY~!~...lol...so thats great we're gonna be 2gether that day 4 sure..=) We took some pretty funni pics @ tha bowlin alley so ill add'em 2 mii page as soon as i get'em bac..Amber tripped me out soo bad i could barely breathe...lmao...an then we saw some dude that looked EXACTLY like JESUS! lmao...an i swear he did it was so funni...Tyler was messin around with mii bowlin ball an when he moved his hand when i went 2 go get mine i smashed mii damn finger in between tha balls...lmao...it hurt like hell..haha..then i pushed him an he fell rite in tha floor...lmao...we kept doin that 2 each other an peeps kept lookin like we were crazee..hahaha..it was such an awesome nite...but i still missed mii babi...i even miss him now :*/ i love him sooooo freakin much..haha..ive done sayd it a million times an im gonna keep on sayin it 2 hehe...well im gonna BoUnCe...leave some lovin...
<3 Hetta
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[Wednesday
February 9th, 2005 @ 9:51pm] |
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Blah...wat a crazee past couple of dayz..haha..this past weekend was pretty awesome tho...i got 2 see mii babi an be with him 4 once..haha..I love him sooooooooo much....some craps been goin about how im *supposedly* cheatin on him with either seth wright or *some dude* named *chad* haha aint that juss sooo FUNNI...all those mother fuckas can kiss mii ass cause i would NEVER EVER an i mean EVER...cheat on mii boyfriend especially JC...HELL NO... I love him WAY 2 much 2 ever even think about doin some stupid shit like that...so all them mother fuckas that sayd it can go 2 hell cause they dont even fucken kno shit..haha..JC is mii everything...im ALWAYS gonna love him no matter wat...an i never used 2 say that *LOVE* word...ever...until now..haha..I cant even see me ever breakin up with him i juss dont think i could rite now...linz knows juss how i feel dont ya gurl? haha...Valentines Day is comin up an I really wanna be able 2 spend tha day with him...even if he has 2 work i'll go by there an see him an help him push some carts in..haha.. =) mii gurl Bre's been havin a tough time rite now an i juss want her 2 kno i'm here 4 her even tho i mite not always seem like it i still am...an same 4 tha rest of mii friends..I'm tryin 2 get a lil bit better by tha way i act sometimes...so be calm on me cause im TRYIN...haha...well im gonna go do some stuff leave me some lovin...
<3 Hetta
P.S. I miss u Kevin..haha..steal tha car again an come visit me lol...lylab boi... =)
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[Sunday
February 6th, 2005 @ 12:04am] |
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hey...sittin here with linz...i juss found out that some bitch is tryin 2 get with mii babi but i dont kno who it is yet but when i find out that bitch it gonna get fucked up..he's mine bac off bitches..im gonna fucken kill her ass when i find out who it is an it better NOT be one of mii friends or im gonna fucken blow tha fuck up on'em NO ONE AN I FUCKEN MEAN NO ONE MESSES WITH MII BOYFRIEND IF THEY DONT WANNA FUCKEN DIE....
*2 that bitch...u better fucken bac off b4 i fuck ur ass up*
*HAVE A GREAT DAY BITCHES...HAHAHAHA* =)
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[Saturday
January 29th, 2005 @ 7:45pm] |
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Hey Hey~!~...Havent been able 2 update in a while since i had 2 move an mii comp. wasnt set up yet but now it is soo its all good..haha..well i started *AHS* on Tues. it was pretty awesome 4 now i got 2 see an talk 2 all mii old friends an met some new ones..hehe..i hope it stays good mii classes are pretty kool even tho some aggravate me a whole lot haha..theres prolly a lot more i wanna say in here but rite now i cant remember ne thing much haha so imma go...leave me some lovin...
<3Hetta
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[Tuesday
January 18th, 2005 @ 7:27pm] |
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ugh...2day was soooo freakin busy...i had a freakin dentist appt. this morn. then i went 2 AHS an got signed in an i get 2 kno mii sched. when i call bac on Friday....I hope I get B lunch I told tha guidance lady that i wanted it an she said she would try..lol..then after there I went bac 2 mii house in clifton an unloaded tons of clothes i got im gonna be soo busy this week an tha weekend 2....i dunno if ill be ready 2 go on Mon.haha..but oh well I'll juss go NE wayz....on mii first day me an Bre are gonna go KABOOMY...{on a certain some1}ahaha...rite Bre? lol ILY gurl....well im gonna go finish packin some more stuff...leave tha lovin....
<3 Hetta~!~
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